BMI: 24,1

Finally I'm back to my old self. Those past few days have been scary, but I'm getting a grip on life again now (even though I'm still not taking my meds).
Yesterday I had another crazy episode, though. I came home from work at around 11 pm and found my boyfriend sat there with the TV on, simultaneously watching videos on my Mac while the whole room looked like a bomb had hit it. Nothing pisses me off more than coming home and finding out that it's now a bigger shit hole than when I left it and Mr. Lazy hasn't done anything but lay around on his bum. I went off in a frenzy and when he said, "I wish you never came home from work" I stormed off into the night and went for a two hour walk.

I was furious with him, though I didn't mean to be gone for so long - I kind of got lost a little bit. At least I felt better afterwards and think of all those calories it must have burnt! When I got back home he was still on the sofa, playing Call of Duty and though he tried to make me believe otherwise I don't really think he cared too much about me being gone. I skipped dinner and went straight to bed, spending about an hour trying to warm up from the cold.

I don't want to be too harsh on my boyfriend, though. I can be quite a handful and usually he's pretty amazing at dealing with me. I'm not surprised he gets fed up from time to time.

Thanks to my craziness I lost 1.5kg again, so my food sins of insanity have been forgiven. There's still a huge box full of candy in my room, but for some reason I have completely lost my appetite for chocolate... strange, let's see how long that lasts.
On the other hand I also need to find out some new form of exercise that I can do. I'm bored of running and yoga and I want to try something new. I'd love to do something with my boyfriend, as he could do with losing a bit of weight, but he's had knee surgery, so about 95% of traditional sports are not an option for him and that sucks. Maybe I'll go to a dancing class or something like that. I always wanted the lean, toned body of a dancer.